Saturday, November 8, 2008

My new Template

Hooray to my new template!

Hooray, hooray nyahahaha. Yehey after series of failures and sleepless hours, at last my new picked up template works. Well I've been searching for a new theme for my blog but unfortunately there are lots of themes but not even suit my taste. That is not to say that I am choosy, the truth is I'm not. I just don't get the lay-out I"ve been longing for. I am not conscious about my template color or whatsoever I just want to find a reader-friendly theme and a workable lay-out ,those that really offers a lot of things. So finally I found one, its not really that professional but I guess you will like this, just in case.haha

Please just comment on what you feel about my new template because I'm planning to stick for it for months, so it'll be better if I hear other opinions about my new template.

well this template we'll not be such without my friend, Mr. Drobert Latasa, you can also check his site, the link is located at the left side of my sidebar.

The Scribbler's scrib

When I was a child I never dream of becoming a writer, it never crossed my mind. I am a kid who would rather spend a day playing in sand that to read a single kiddie poem.But things do change, as just they say nothing is permanent.

My enthusiasm of becoming a writer starts when I am a grade one student. If you can still recall in grade school days there are lots of stuff written on the wall of every classroom. Those times I can't even read straightly, but I try to understand what written their on the wall. As the days passed by, and gradually years, I learned that those stuffs written on the wall of every classroom were saying or if not a quotes from a respected personality. For me ,that was the firm building block of my love for writing. Reading had been my hobby since then, but we don't much reading materials in our home so I settle myself on anything I read on my classroom, and even anywhere.

Reading has lot of things to offer, and that is really sure. That were the times that I learn to love the subject I hate, English. As as time goes by my eagerness for reading is suffice . I also want to be read, I also want to be heard, I also want to write. But unfortunately writing is not as easy and comfortable a s reading. Writing is completely different thing. Even if its really have relationship with reading, it didn't suit me well. So just like every innocent child, I quit my passion for writing, for I guess it not my passion. Things become lighter when I was in grade five that a teacher approach me and ask me to join a journalism contest, which I suppose they just don't have any choice so they pick me up. But that's not the thing there, the writing contest I join is a press conference. I am just lucky that I won there and join the regional level , but of course failed even to be just a finalist in the national level.

Well to cut this long story telling short, at present I am now the editor-in-chief of our schoolpaper in english, but sometimes the thought of failure is still running in my mind. I am always scolded by my schoolpaper adviser for doing lots of fault, and being irresponsible on things assigned to me. I want to tell my adviser that I am not simply a journalist,I am a writer. Know what's the difference? For me being a writer is a passion and being a journalist is by profession, but I'm sure I'll be receiving lot of horrific scolds for that very OA stuff.haha

But for all the potentials starting writers out there, don't ever lost your passion. For every literate can write but few have been given the talent to inspire, motivate and influence, that only a true writer can do.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Of Friends and Lovers

I'd rather be a friend, than a shadow lover.

In life, there are things thats works mysteriously. I am an ignorant, I should confess but I see also the world in lighter views.


Just recently I have been observing the people around me, my classmates and friends. Well I just a bit amaze on how you can see other people when you are really keen observing. And I can say you can tell what they feel for other people, or someway like that. We can not deny of the repulsive emotions stability of the youth, that is ,of course part of growing. I want to tackle this "crush" matter. I guess everyone had been to this state except if they been given a steel heart, which is unlikely because ,yeah, everyone have emotion. It is to be human to have crush, my teachers from the my grade school always remind me.

Being a friend is fascinating thing. I can't imagine what my world would be if I don't even a single friend. But a sad reality comes into my mind sometime this days that being a lover and being a friend somehow sets limits. Well I suppose everyone had been through this dilemma. The truth is, for me, being a close friend is someway around better that being a lover. Why? based upon experience, people often are "naiilang" when they know someone do have a different feeling toward him/her. That will unfortunately lead someone to avoid the person much that gradually builds a fence between friendship, which is the sad part of being a lover. I am confused why does someone exhibit this act, how in the world they avoid someone who is just admiring her or feeling distinctly toward him/her.

This may sound I'm very much authorized to talk about this matter, well in fact I just wander in this place for just sixteen years. But to be frank, I really wanna know things happening in my world and this blog of mine had been my refuge when everyone doesn't want to hear my view and opinions. So this time I wanna know your point also. Please just try to help me understand such things , thank you.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Examination Week is tomorrow

We'll be diving in hell few hours from now.

Haha, that was exaggerated that was exactly what you would feel if an examination week is coming. Well after a grading of boring lessons the very good teacher of ours will finally put their evil plan into materialization.

At the the other side of me, examination is good, indeed good. We go to school for what? To spend a day chatting senseless talks, playing damn games or simply staring at the ceiling until a lizard fell into your mouth(yucky). Well I also do that, frequently but I know it myself I wasn't doing nice. Until such time I'm regretting my infatuation. I guess don't be like me(hey that was before).

Yeah the day is tomorrow. The week we've bee running away from. A sort of advise study the lessons and always pray! That is the best way to outdo the exam.(and cheat safely).

I wanna thank Mr Drobert Eirven Latasa for helping me a lot with my template. i love you drobert eirven. Visit his blog at this site http://makarovtale.blogspot.com/.

May God bless us all.

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